It’s a new year new me…. right?
Well, what if we didn’t wait for the proverbial ‘ducks to be in a row’ or ‘when I get enough time’ or ‘the start of the new year/month/week’ to begin change.
So often we get stuck on waiting for the right time, or place, or whatever to begin.
I know I have done this so many times I recon if I hop around on one leg, and hold my tongue just right, and sing kumbaya any more times I’ll be a tangled mess on the floor rivalling the best contortionists in the world!
It’s time for a little story…
Back when I was a wee one, I grew up in a family of incredibly strong, dominating, controlling, talented, tenacious, competitive, and intelligent, women, who were not particularly good at expressing their vulnerability, love, intimacy, or emotions, and preferred to bottle those elements up, wrap them in a layer of resentment, tied up with a ribbon of anger, and throw them in the cupboard in a bag of disdain.
Seeing those elements around you every day, it’s kind of easy to see how a child who is very aware,
Let’s travel back in time just a little ways… all the way back to October 2017…
I took a selfie with my hair all splayed out on my silver duvet cover…
The sunlight was just perfect, my eyes were clear and bright, and I was observing just how incredible I felt looking at 10 months of growth of my hair… (photo below)
This was some of my happiest moments letting my hair grow out natural and messing with people’s head’s and their projections and expectations while I did it!
Like how UNREASONABLE I was to let my hair go natural! LOL
For every one of my friends who’s parent leaned too heavily on them as kids to be the adult and support the parent… This is for you…
This morning I awoke to hear Kelly Clarkson’s song “Because of You” in my head…
When these things pop in I have learnt to take special note, as these are generally a vehicle by which awareness and messages are flowing through to me…
This one tapped into an especially deep place of grief and healing for me…
And also a space that I am now able to acknowledge just how far I’ve come from that.
So it is with a light and gratitude filled heart I share my download with you now…
This my friends is the face and body of a goddess taking care of herself… Workout done… We’ve reduced in size in just 12 days by 4.4kg! Still a wee ways from out target, but we are getting there!
This journey began back around 2.5 months ago when I stopped eating after 8pm. I could still have my herbal teas but no food or honey etc…
Then a month later (start of June) I was inspired to try intermittent fasting… I had been seeing it popping up in my socials for a while, and so I investigated and tuned into my sweet body and asked her if she’d like to give Continue reading
I’m sitting there naked, exposed and in a total space of vulnerability… His foot is in my lap and we have been having a gentle chit chat about random things… you know, plans for the day and weekend, things to do in the coming week, conversations we’ve had with others, possible visitors in the coming months… all while massaging some delicious moisturising coconut based oil into those strong feet of his… Then the next thing I knew I was telling him about a dream I’d had that morning… it was a weird dream that went a little like this…
It’s been a while since I wrote and I have been super busy creating a whole new way of being and living… I have expanded my businesses to include new classes and processes, become a SeneGence Distributor, now offering Psychic Card Readings with Conscious Facilitation, and have continued to expand upon my facilitating and coaching programs and creating more with my Virtual Admin clients and co-creating with some absolutely brilliantly inspiring people around the globe… And one of the most exciting and challenging areas that I have been playing in over the last year is the area of Creationship with my delicious partner…
Choice creates awareness…
What could have been possible if the ones doing the ‘bullying’ actually asked of themselves, “If I do this/say this/message this, what will it create?”
What could have been possible for Libby Bell, the Adelaide teenager who chose to take her own life this week, Continue reading
So there I was laying on this examination table about to have this 9 inch needle pushed into my belly through to the 11 week old placenta and hopefully dodging the growing foetus… There was this lovely team of women all around me, reassuring me that all was going to be easy today.
“Hmmm I’m sorry Lorene but you have too much fluid in your bladder… can you go empty out half please?”
I think to myself… ‘Are flipping kidding me!?! You want me to only let out half!!!’ Continue reading
As you may know already I have not had the easiest run with men in my life… but through it all I have somehow managed to keep positive that next time I will do better…
And now as I sit at home reflecting on many things from the last few months, love, lust, straight up curiosity and a casual flirtation or bonk… I have a huge sense of gratitude for the people who have shown up in my world at the moment… I haven’t just done a bit better than last time… I am actually choosing what makes my heart and body sing in unison!
First of all I‘d like to get technical for a moment… bare with me. It‘ll all make sense and I promise it won‘t be the length of an architectural law lecture!
By definition Dictionary of the English language by Samuel Johnson (1768, 3rd edition)
To Love :
Since about mid December every morning when I wake up (I even set my alarm earlier so I have time to do this) I acknowledge every part of my body and tell it how grateful I am and how beautiful it is…
This is the first morning I have woken up looked at my feet and without trying went wow! Look at you!! You’re so beautiful!!! I just want to photograph and touch you!!
From The Expanded Space
Deeply into every space
Every part of my body
Being aware of each individual molecule
Every atom vibrating and creating magic.
Hearing the cockatoo
Perceiving their heart beat
When you receive from someone you don’t have to have them in your world. Physically, as in a face to face touch thing, it’s not a requirement for them to be a part of your life.
I am able to receive from ex-partners,
Hi there friends….
On the 4th of August 2016 Glenyce Hughes released this video of my contribution to her Greatness Of You Video Series… I was delighted to have been asked to contribute…
How did I get so lucky???? I wonder what else could be created in this beautiful world by us just showing up as us???
Here is the link to have a peep at my take on this and also I invite you to subscribe to the series and take a wander through the rest of the amazing videos up there already..
Greatness of You Guest Lorene Hughes
So for the longest time I went into great wrongness around misreading words in sentences. I would go to great pains and slow myself down to double check myself to make sure I fully and totally got it right all the time.. Most recently I am becoming more aware of the quiet little messages “hidden” in those moments.. especially when the sentence still makes sense with the wonky word….
Today’s video is how the word ‘Artistic’ got flipped in my head for ‘Autistic’ and it lead me on a journey of learning a new word and also perceiving an awareness around what potentially happens with spectrum kids and adults! Phew! HDIGABTT???? All from following a whisper of awareness and not making it or myself wrong.. I wonder WEIP?
What Secret Messages Are You Letting Pass You By
Did you know that when you create something it takes on a life force of it’s own? My creations that I make and also ones that have been made for me specifically, speak to me. These ones were asking to come and play with you all today… I think they had an ulterior motive the cheeky little babies! hahaha And that’s why I love having them around…
I wonder who many more Inspiration babies I can create this year and beyond?
I wonder what possibilities are available today that I have not yet instituted?
Here’s the link to my video where some of my creations are having their 5 minutes of fame!
Lorene’s Creations come out to play!