So there I was laying on this examination table about to have this 9 inch needle pushed into my belly through to the 11 week old placenta and hopefully dodging the growing foetus… There was this lovely team of women all around me, reassuring me that all was going to be easy today.
“Hmmm I’m sorry Lorene but you have too much fluid in your bladder… can you go empty out half please?”
I think to myself… ‘Are flipping kidding me!?! You want me to only let out half!!!’ Continue reading
As you may know already I have not had the easiest run with men in my life… but through it all I have somehow managed to keep positive that next time I will do better…
And now as I sit at home reflecting on many things from the last few months, love, lust, straight up curiosity and a casual flirtation or bonk… I have a huge sense of gratitude for the people who have shown up in my world at the moment… I haven’t just done a bit better than last time… I am actually choosing what makes my heart and body sing in unison!
First of all I‘d like to get technical for a moment… bare with me. It‘ll all make sense and I promise it won‘t be the length of an architectural law lecture!
By definition Dictionary of the English language by Samuel Johnson (1768, 3rd edition)
To Love :
Since about mid December every morning when I wake up (I even set my alarm earlier so I have time to do this) I acknowledge every part of my body and tell it how grateful I am and how beautiful it is…
This is the first morning I have woken up looked at my feet and without trying went wow! Look at you!! You’re so beautiful!!! I just want to photograph and touch you!!
From The Expanded Space
Deeply into every space
Every part of my body
Being aware of each individual molecule
Every atom vibrating and creating magic.
Hearing the cockatoo
Perceiving their heart beat
When you receive from someone you don’t have to have them in your world. Physically, as in a face to face touch thing, it’s not a requirement for them to be a part of your life.
I am able to receive from ex-partners,