Creating Beyond ‘The First Blanket’

Beyond the first blanket

So there I was laying on this examination table about to have this 9 inch needle pushed into my belly through to the 11 week old placenta and hopefully dodging the growing foetus… There was this lovely team of women all around me, reassuring me that all was going to be easy today.
“Hmmm I’m sorry Lorene but you have too much fluid in your bladder… can you go empty out half please?”
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What Happened When I Said “Hell NO!” To Relationships…

As you may know already I have not had the easiest run with men in my life… but through it all I have somehow managed to keep positive that next time I will do better…

And now as I sit at home reflecting on many things from the last few months, love, lust, straight up curiosity and a casual flirtation or bonk… I have a huge sense of gratitude for the people who have shown up in my world at the moment… I haven’t just done a bit better than last time… I am actually choosing what makes my heart and body sing in unison!

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Love… The way I got Unscrewed

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First of all Id like to get technical for a momentbare with me. Itll all make sense and I promise it wont be the length of an architectural law lecture!

By definition Dictionary of the English language by Samuel Johnson (1768, 3rd edition)
To Love :

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Swimming pools for feet…

16402957_10210174827741567_3244408164498338556_oSince about mid December every morning when I wake up (I even set my alarm earlier so I have time to do this) I acknowledge every part of my body and tell it how grateful I am and how beautiful it is…

This is the first morning I have woken up looked at my feet and without trying went wow! Look at you!! You’re so beautiful!!! I just want to photograph and touch you!!

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A Poem

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From The Expanded Space

Breathing…

Deeply into every space

Every part of my body

Being aware of each individual molecule

Every atom vibrating and creating magic.

Hearing the cockatoo

Perceiving their heart beat

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receiving-and-awareness

When you receive from someone you don’t have to have them in your world. Physically, as in a face to face touch thing, it’s not a requirement for them to be a part of your life.
I am able to receive from ex-partners,

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2 marriages, and a whole lot of information!

I was having a very frank chat with a friend about narcissistic aresholes and the following was the basis of that chat… after a little nudge from that friend that it would make a great blog! Here you go…

Thanks for the nudge my friend 😉

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